Wake Me Up When September Ends.Friday, September 02, 2011
It’s been a long time since my last blog. Now I think I just have to vent out everything I feel.
Oh well. Here it goes.
I just felt cranky yesterday for no reason. Maybe because of the gloomy weather. Or because my mind’s been battling with its self for the past few days. I have been thinking a lot. About what might've been or could've been. I don’t know why. Maybe because some of the memories I've repressed before has been haunting me.
Anyhow, I think I came across with a black cat or walked under a ladder because the first day of September for me ended up with a bang. Really. A bang like a bullet in my head. I’m not pessimistic or anything. It’s just that shit happens. At first, I was even happy and trying to ignore the negative vibes around me. A friend of mine said he hated September. It also started with a bang for him. I told him to think positive. Something good will eventually happen. But wait. This line just whipped me off my ass. So I ended up having a bad day.
First, one of the threads of my pearl bracelet broke off. Imagine it was raining pearls all over our living room. I had to chase for them all over the room. But I can’t find them all. I think I only saved 4 pearls. Then I found out that my jelly Grendha sandals were also broken and I have a zit, to add to that. FML. Plus no water in the village. What the hell? Is this really a bad day or whuuut? How I thought I can surpass the crankiness it brought me. But I don’t think I can knowing how unlucky things happened today. So my default face is back = grumpy.
I just wish for a better and more rewarding September. I hope something good will happen.
Bring me some lovin’ September. ‘tis the season to lots of huggin’ falalalala.
I need somebody to loooooove. LOL.
I’m just trying to cheer myself up.
Hey September. Please be good to me. :(